My 2011.

Well, everyone started to write on they year end review/summary in this last few days of 2011. What's more, so do I! Its a norm la ppl, you live your life, and only you could rate yourself how well you had done so far. Alright, getting start now...

This year, i may not had a very good start, but at least i didn't end very worst too.

Beginning of the year, im still suffered pain from a fruitless relationship, and too lost a dearest family member ( MILO ). But later on, im back on track living life normally again.

The year start with a fortune lot said : ' Needless to pray too much over things that you want, because everything have its destiny. If ask on career, success only comes to those whom prepared. If ask love, the bond would easily made if both side are keen to each others. ' Really, the lot had said it all right. I wish very much to enter University of Malaya, but its destiny is that i would goes to University Utara Malaysia; Career or not, but im sure this year i do had quite some achievement in both working and study as well. As for love, i had found one, but couldn't last long, it just another sad story of the year.

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First thing to mention, my Life in TESCO hq as Leasing Assistant.

I kick start my real time working experience in Tesco HQ.

From interview till start of working, learning and learning always.

Ppl comes and goes rapidly in big corporate company,

in a short 8 months of service, i saw alot of things and ppl.

Proudly to say, the Leasing Team in Tesco HQ, they are super multitasker,

workaholic and profesional as well ~

Through the process, i really learnt alot, and used to the corporate environment.

Engaging the tenants, made my network expand and social skills improve.

Even till now, when somebody wan to lease a shop in Tesco Scott Garden,

they will probably called to me because my phone number already spread there.

Kinda proud with the achievement, though it just a small one ;)

My working desk.

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Second up, would be my another drastic change in my life.

I believe everyone has it own Destiny to pursue.

My destiny that i would be assigned to UUM already hints to me in the early time.

I had always believed that i would be getting in UM just like my sibling,

but i will always be the different one from them.

Beforehand, i had no idea what is UUM and where it is too.

But the Destiny already had me passed by this place once,

it was during my first trip to Thailand with my family in the beginning of the year.

My Uni are very near the Kastam Border (Bukit Kayu Hitam), around a 15min car drive.

Which mean with the passport, i can everyday go abroad for lunch if i want to.

At first i were sad, being sent to this far- forsaken like of a place,

and nothing like a city, more or likes a jungle perhaps...

But this thought were so wrong, i found this place is such a good place,

serve very well for a campus life and for a University student.

It may not had the entertainment of like-City, but it filled with tons of facilities.

Swimming pool, sport center, Go-Kart race ground, Equine, archery, GOLF etc

just like a vacation kind of place if you think of it alike.

Besides, considering its Geography location,

is very near to Thailand (15min) and Langkawi (45min),

very much a convenient to travel to these famous traveling spot !

In its core, life's never dull in Uni here upon your choice.

How you want your life to be, everything is on your grasp.

You can choose not to join anything, stay within the room,

watching movie, playing game, hang out with friend and usual study.

Or you pick the different route, join whatever seem to be in favor of your interest.

And you might your life started to busy everyday, but contented as well.

All depends on what you wanna to achieve in your once in lifetime Uni life !

This 2011, i had been thinking of one thing, which is ' Live Life '.

Ever since having in this concept in my mind, i been seeking ways,

to live a more worthy life, more sociable, more challenging, and more enjoyable etc

Therefore, im eager to try more new things than the before me.

Its the Destiny that put me in this place, therefore i shall strive for betterment here.

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Err.... i'd have a lot more to write on my 2011 journey,

too bad that in the eve of New year, i gotta study hard for my final exam.

And tml will be my very first final paper in Uni, wish me luck ppl !

Last but not least, this 2011 is really a year that Destiny putted me on trial,

the start and the end may not seemingly very good, but the process is the matters,

I had learnt to accept the facts, experience the past and challenge my Destiny all along!

'If 2012 is the End of the World, i would wish i'd be the survivor to witness till the ENd'

A New Family

Im glad that I found it, another new family,

In here, In UUM, which is SIFE UUM.

Recalled that i joined this club/organization to buckle myself,

with more skills, network and knowledge by learning in there.

As times goes on, i realize, this is not just a standing ground for me to learn,

but its a new family here.

Everyone are very proactive and friendly as well.

When it comes to play, they play like crazy and mingle around everyone,

when it comes to work, they are real professional and workaholic!

No matter its senior nor the 1st sem junior, they just seemingly the same,

they can mingle around and play hard like crazy.

Yesterday i may not knew them, either do they,

and at the second, they already start calling your name, like very close.

This is what i loved about them, everyone just like a big family.

Guess what, im really felt blessed to have joined in this big family,

when everyone start recognize you, that's where the joy began.

Im such a lucky bastard, its my destiny as well to be in part of it,

last but not least, I LOVE 'EM.

Piece of my mind

Now i'm clear

the feeling that i once had

is the most precious and valuable.

None could replace nor regain

Between Love and Like

Now i know,

She's I truly Loved once,

and

the other She's I liked once.

There's are difference.

Now i recall back the feeling,

although its a memories that i'd rather forget,

but every little things had crave in within

Its not hurt, but rather a nostalgia

that i once previous, very much in my life.

The feeling that i once lost,

I missed it.

I wish i could had find it, again.

But its impossible,

the First never come twice as in life,

because its the most precious.

Now, i'd find myself Loveless, because the feeling would never come back.

Youth Defined : Shape our future

Omg... im too lazy to update this piece of blog,

but i think it did be worthy to blog about this event that i had join.

' Youth Defined: Shape Our Future '

As i mentioned before, its a busy week all along and i crack out all the time,

arrange it so that i could go for this event, guess what it did goes well =)

I had my assignment and presentation all done beforehand

so that i could skipped my class in peace and to this event as well.

Here it goes.

The venue held at the famous Golden Horse Palace, KL for 3D2N workshop.

Its actually a Government program that set to let the Youth understand more about

the Government GTP and ETP and nevertheless, to gather our ideas !

Most of the time, ppl always complaint that, the government should do this and that,

or how the government should do to resolve some particular problems.

But out of all, it just a mere talk, no action.

Therefore, through this program, the government wanna the Youth to understand more,

and then generate more idea from we Youth as another sources to improve the country.

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Enough of the introduction ;)

Its really a tiring trips, the first night, we slept at 2am and the second night, 5AM !!!

Joining the event, we got to follow the schedule of the workshop,

and by the time we did finish the workshop session, its already late night.

Never to forget our purpose here, we are here to raise funding for our project.

Therefore, we used the time after the workshop, to do meeting and as well

the preparation for our project pitching.

We couldn't had enough of sleep in spite that we are in the 6 star hotel,

the run are really running out.. but we did enjoy it very well =)

During the workshop, we could meet lots of awesome youth there !

They may seem young, but they are intelligent, outspoken and outstanding as well.

I meet quite a few of them, they were just same like me, a Uni student,

some of them are the co-founder of somewhat fitness agency, travel agency,

event organiser, new club founder in Uni, youth ambassador of UNESCO etc..

They were simply awesome and inspiring for its achievement at this young age.

When networking carries out there, you'd get to know these awesome ppl.

Their thought may somehow inspire you, some ideas that come across you,

are really mind-waking as you never had realize or thought before !

Beside, the workshop are really WORKS ... lol

We split into groups and assigned a title which involve on the NKEA and NKRA.

At there, we will undergoes bran-storming to create a creative workable ideas

to improve the current system. Noted that the ideas must be practical as well.

And the idea must be NEW, and never been carried out before.

We planned our Focus Key area then develop ideas for improvement.

Within the ideas, we must plan what's kind of projects have to be done

so that the idea will come into realization.

And at last, the report produce from our ideas, will handed to the PM

during the grand dinner session in the last day.

* Well, i dont really think 'he' will read the reports, and might as well already in the recycle bin.

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Pictures time.

Project pitching team.

All the races really mixed there and integrate well, true spirit of 1 Malaysia

All out full formal during the grand dinner night

with PM ... lol ... nothing to proud of ....

swimming Trial 3

After coming back from Youth Defined, feeling like a swing in mood~

From a 6 star hotel in KL to Dewan Penginapan Pelajar, Sintok ..... LoL

But nevertheless, must continue back the usual routine.

After stop swimming for a few day due to the occupied event,

feeling like missing the swimming pool so much !

And good news for today, i had done a 200m breast-stroke swim in one go !

another 200 more ;) Gotta train harder boy !

Busy week + Big TIme !

Its the Big Time, people !

This week been kind of unusual, blasted with assignment, exam and presentation are kinda like normal stuff hereon. What so special is that, the BIG TIME is coming ~

Im actually quite excited over it.

Its really a sudden pop-out opportunity that its either take or gone,

I received a call from my Project Director last week mentioning on this event,

that time were around 11.15pm, if i were wanted to join that event,

i got to hurried register it via online, which dateline would be exactly 11.59!

And the rush was that im not around my room, and attending some Uni Culture night.

What the Hell i said, then i made up my mind to take the offer,

as this kind of offer is not always around, then i quit the event and ran back like madman.

The registration was done in time.

Here goes the event, Youth Defined: shape our future workshop.

It would be held at the famous palace of golden horse hotel,

I been visit to there once during my childhood, not a stay but a tour.

Now, i had got the opportunity, to be there again,

Stay for 3D2N for totally free and food provided,

And transportation are sponsor as well, i just need to make myself available,

That's it !

Well, back to business, its not honeymoon tour-like trip,

but a event of learning, networking and YOUTH as well.

At first i thought it just a mere workshop, but i'm wrong.

After a meeting brief on the event, the stress are gaining up!

This trip is important, as it is a chance to get funding for our project.

We represented SIFE UUM to attend this event and going to promote our project.

As in the event alone, lots of corporate man will be there,

networking must be done there and as well the project pitching session,

we must present our project and convince the crowd,

that's it is a worthy project and to be Fund of .

Therefore, this trip is more like a journey to get funding for our project.

Due to last min information, we must settle up things real quick.

We need to tally our information, prepared a impact slide and proposal as well!

Gotta spare out lots of time for meeting and discussion.

Hopes it can getting done soon.

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Actually i found myself satisfies and enjoyable within this mist of busyness.

It seem that i'm heading towards a right direction, doing things i like.

I telling myself, even its restless and stress, but must never forget to ENJOY,

enjoy the moment, as it is LIFE !

Ah, forget to mention, i never stop swimming all this while even though im busy.

I still manage to plan out the time for the swimming session.

Guess my effort start to pay off, now i could swim 100m breast-stroke in one go,

and better still i had done it multiple times. Its quite an improvement.

Good to Go, I can do it.

Swimming Trial 2

Already consequently 4 days i had practice swimming.

Still the same, practice breast-stroke for real lot!

There's something wrong with my timing and technique,

gotta practice and practice again~

One good things is that 50 meters in one go i finally did it !

Gotta push and push again, next up must at least 100m !

Start to feel the pressure are coming in,

because the performance aint going better and kinda slow,

so far if were to pass the test, it will be impossible for the current state.

A thought of feeling down and giving up are upon me,

but nevertheless i must resist the thought,

its something new that i must start from zero ground and conquer it.

I cant live in fear of trying, the fear of water, the fear of failure,

therefore, must brace up and stay strong, fight through it.

* Feeling touch when ytd skype with grandma with sis help,

grandma recently been not quite good in health,

hopes she will be getting better and fine soon. ~ All is well~