Another Update

Arr..... So lazy to update the post ...

Seeing the monthly post statistic , 2011 year start I have the lowest blog entry ~

Miss out alots of thing ...

Anyway, just to update alil bit on my stpm result.

Out of expected, this year result release kinda fast though compare to previous year . Took leave that day and visit back the secondary school ~ miss the school life~ At first I were reluctant to take take the result slip and opened it , willing to wait till the rest of the ppl opened their's first . Well, those teacher force me to take and opened it right infront of them -.- At last I sitting right infront of the teachers and opened my result slip. Been surround by peers and teachers, eye glancing right into my slip. As i opened it , i not even catch the true sight of it, ppl teachers around jump in joy and word of congratz spoken out .

Steadily , i scan through the result again .... hmm ... kinda disappointed though , no more 4 flat. Scan deeper , what the fun ...my History got 4.00 -.-lll then disappointed again, my champion subject of economy and business ddint manage to score full marks of it and got 3.67 for both ..zzz , But still at the end im getting overall CGPA of 3.59 which is kinda satisfies. Though its a lil bit less than my aim , at least getting into a Uni studying econ and business subject is eligible.

Kinda proud though , for my History paper to score full marks of 4.0. Its been years our school didnt have ppl score full marks in History. This year , im one of it =)

Reflecting back to the first day in my lower 6, im dilenma in choosing History class over the account class. Now, I had proven that i didnt made the wrong decision. Worth for some compliment from myself ~

* I saw you that day, still pretty as usual in my eyes. But, we are more likely a stranger now.

I saw you, you are still the same, tough and wont break down infront of ppl.

I know your result are not desireable, you almost cried and break down, but you suppress it.

I'm willing to grab by ur arm and hug you tight, spare my shoulder for you to cry out loud.

But thing's change, i couldn't and can't do that .

Godspeed for everything in your future.

Live life's.

Just finished watched a movie called ' 21 ' .

Earned quite some motivation from it .

Life's is all about yours, you job is to live it to fullest.

So what if you feel like your current life is suck like no one had ;

Its up to you to make a change, and how to think about yourself .

So what if no one 'loves' you and you had to go through a lonesome period ;

Again its depends on how you look into this matter,

you'll never know what's gonna happen in the future,

who knows you are blessed to meet the destine one ?

Live the way you like and you want .

I had waste enough time ,

for someone , for something and etc

Now on , will work with Initiative, live life's with full-hearted .

Life's short, why bother to keep unpleasant thought within,

set it away and filled with joyful yet contented thought ;

Waiting is such an foolishness act, there aint no time for that .

No longer shall keep the heart close for particular person or things,

grab any chances, accept what's coming in ;

' Opportunity aint coming to you, unless you chase for one '

For someday, Im gonna be the success one .

CNY

Finally an update in the post , recently been reluctant to do blogging .

Busy Working ? outing ? ...Nono ... playing back PKO =)

So soon , the a week of CNY had past , and i had to back to office working .

Before CNY , i been picking up the long forsaken online game of mine- PKO.

Though i had quited last 2 years, and now Im back .

Its still the same , I couldn't restrain my to spend money in it- pursue better eq.

Since I had start working , so permanently invest in the game is considerable.

Back to topic, 2011 CNY .

As usual, the same old routine that been went through every without missing any.

Visiting to my mum's side family, relative, Uncle Lim ( Genting ) and some rich dato house.

But this year, i didnt joined the house-hoping together with ak2 friends.

In the first place, i were eager to join in the event and even prepare to let my friend visit to my house, at last i didnt make it .

Why ?

Because the night before it, i were pissed off !

I hate ppl whom organised a outing/event but didnt plan rightly and last minute-info.

I were not getting any update until the last minutes,

and i were asking around the FB group,

the answer i get were they all had settle among themselve, left me and the other 1 .

So what is it mean ?

Settle among themselves and lefting a minor members in the loop hole ?

Pissed off, so i rather stay on chiong my PKO than joining them .

This time i agreed with what Willie said,

not everyone can be close friend, depends on whether they share on the same thought

and maturity of thinking .

Anyway, forget about this matter.

Tonight is chu 9, its a very very big day for Chinese ppl especially Hokkienese.

There will be a grand celebration or should rather call it as a praying ritual .

This night, the sound of the firework will blast up the sky even more vigorously than

the night before 1st day CNY.

Enjoy looking at the firework heating up the surround atmosphere =)

At last to take note that, a short week of CNY, I had put on weight significant weight...

haiz~ Diet ? Exercse ? manyak susah wei .... ada kerja lagi lea ....

心.动摇

又约你出来吃晚餐了

放工了去你办工室那等你，

见到你，突然觉得好开心哦~

但不知为什么？

聊了好多东西

虽然我说话不多

但看着你畅所欲言，

我也听得好开心~

不知为什么？

看着你的脸

我好喜欢

是不是变美了

还是我日有所思~

不知道为什么？

总之，

这放不下的感觉

又在回来了

心。动摇