a lil update

2010 , ends with sorrow ; 2011 , start with yet another sorrow ...

Tear shed twice , bring along all the sorrow drop down to earth , leave away the sorrow .

Life still goes on , but i guess Its kinda hard to move on .

The memories stay within you, crave deeply into you heart .

For both incident, leaving of one's loyal family member maybe a good thing indeed,

at least she can free from eternity suffer , its the urge of Natural .

But the another incident, losing in relationship problem, the pain still feels within...

Tried to move on, i tried , but i guess..... still irreplaceable .

Anyway, enough of the sad talk =)

CNY coming soon, excited ~

cause i can have holiday off from work , yay.....

This few day , been more frequent work out in the gym .

Concentrate on pumping the chest muscle and the bicep first .

Hope can see a lil effect upon the coming of the CNY .

Cheers.

Milo-R.I.P

It was at yesterday night, milo passed away.

As rumour said, a loyal dog wouldn't die in front of their master, yes its indeed.

but still, we manage to see milo for the last time while she still having its weak heavy breath.

Right before we family went out, all of us gather round her ,

touches her and told her to let it go and rest in peace .....

As we went out and back at the night, I knew, she had gone.

Quickly goes down the car then open up the house gate....

Seeing milo was lying there, no movement at all. She gone .....

I touches her for the last time, closes her eyes .....and the rest of it .

Rocky was in the cage, infront of its mother, watching her mum stop its breath.

I think rocky knew, what had happen. Rocky had silent and for the whole night.

Seeing after the dead body of her, my tears' flow.

I'm willing to cry, but I hold it.

Frankly, I never treat Milo as a Dog, but - a Family.

For this 8 years, watching her grow up, mature, pregnant , then be a mum,

to older, sick then dead .....

As I said, she is and forever will be part of the family member.

I will not forget, the days we played together,

the days when she lies beside me accompany in the silent moment,

even those time I spoke to you on my life problem ,

though she cant speak, but i knew she would understand....

Of all time, i talk to you as if you are a human ....

The feeling were just over-whelming last night.

In the End, i would want to say

These 8 years of loyalty

YOU had done more than enough

YOU are part of the family forever

YOU are the Best loyal partner till the very end

Be rest in peace

Be free from all the suffering.

My dear

MILO

熏衣草的故事-等待的爱情

刚看完了亭的部落格，写了关于熏衣草的故事。

这种紫色艳丽的花草后面，也隐藏这等浪漫的故事，

突然决得，它，好特别，让人沉醉。

---------------------------等待得爱情----------------------------------

*真实世界里，有些东西及使是付出于等待，依然是等不到的结果。

Wei Quan and ken boon BD

Well, its kinda a late post for this =)

Its was at last Monday, that day I were planned head to the Gym after Work,

but my work keep stocking up and I resolve to work late then only go Gym.

But who knows, that was a sudden call from Kar lap.

" Let come out celebrate Wei quan and Ken boon Bd, and ak2 mate coming also"

Hell yah, of cause I will go ~ at least have some activity to attend with and social abit =)

then I put my manager aeroplane which I said will meet up with he at the Gym at 8pm ..lol~

As usual like previous time when we one gang went for a bbq steamboat..makan makan ~

But I keep the medium way, dun wanna to stuff my stomach till burst~ not healthy

even though the money paid for it waste abit ~

Happy that night i could have some personal chat with my buddy,

make me relieved abit =) Thx yah heng dai ~

Now i know something that last time you wouldnt had mention to me ;-)

Anyway, something that must mention.

This so called celebration really suck my blood out ~

Beside from the expensive buffet price,

dunno why the heck they bought 2 cakes which cost up another 100 bucks something

then everyone force to share the cost ....

yet at the end out of 2 cakes only manage to eat quarter of the cakes...zzzz

with these additional cost i could had use it for my two weeks lunch money lea ...

Some update on current working life.

Willie had join aboard the Tesco hq and same department with me.

Yay, finally I wont feel so lonely anymore and at least had someone to lunch with me.

Beside, workload increasing day by day, i gotta be fast,

no longer like a newbie, must understand

- handling Renewal of tenants for 37 Tesco stores in whole Malaysia-

Is not an easy job, must be more efficient and work double fast ...chiong ~

Though stress is with me everyday i step int the office,

but I accept it as a challenge and serve as a better next-step for future,

and time coping with challenge and settle task by task,

time pass real fast ~ its real =)

那晚

那晚

不知为何会答应和你一起吃晚餐

那晚

当作好象什么都没发生过

就像平时和你出街一样

有说有笑

只是，没有提起那个话题。

我们都还一样，没变到。

边吃边聊，聊了很多东西。

吃完了，还一起到夜市走走消化。。。

说起来还是第一次和你走夜市

我知道那晚你很开心，

因为我们还是朋友。

但是，

你不知道的是，

那晚和你一起又挑起我对你的感觉，

所以有感到一点伤心了。。。。

一起走夜市的时候，

我是有多想靠近你，

多想牵起你的手。。。

可是我竟然股不起勇气

再加上

我察觉到你不须要我牵你的手了，

过沟渠的时候，

我快先一步跨过去

再申出我的手想拉你一把，

但你却自己跨过来了。。。

你是特地不给我帮？

再说，

原来你的脚步和我不同，

你走得好快，

当我想牵你的手时，

你却好像以在千里之远。。

当我写着这遍文章，

我又想你了。

Finally a update

haha, finally im here to update the post for 2011 ~

The long-long 2010 last post had taken up me a few day ~

Anyway, this week been very very busy, from morning till night.

In this new year, the management been rush and push us to fast fast

settle up all the unfinished task at 2010 and next month will be the financial month.

The higher ops questioned the manager, then the manager bla bla bla on us ~

Yam gong lor ......

this few day been rushing and rush to gao timm all the pending renewal tenant.

Tons of letter had sent out and lots of phone call .....

When the manager in stress, you will be more stress -.-

As he/she will giving out order like mad and must complete it in short time ~

Every morning i step into the office, the first thing i felt is STRESS ...OMG ~

Anyway, but at the end f the day i manage to settle up all thing, I'd feel contented.

Meanwhile, I'd feel happy that im being more useful to the leasing team,

I make a new format for the renewal letter to replace the existing letter format,

as per request by the management to avoid backdate any rental ~

So now, they start using the format ~ huhu ~

Glad when you can hear a 'GOOD' from the boss...hehe

One thing good as the tesco staff, you could enjoy a special rate for applying

the membership in the gym ~ Thus, Im the member now =)

After work, i straight change my clothes there and workout myself .

and at Tuesday night, after work i attend the TKD training session~

Try to workout myself as much as possible ~ wanna change ~

Life's like this is kinda contented, though i will have less time to rest at home

and playing facebook and blogging ~

but at least i have activity to do and live to fullest .

-Ga you~