Yay, this is it ~ The last day of 2010, as this is the last post of 2o10 and this is about the review of me in 2010 which I'd mention in earlier post, so here it goes =)
First, about my stpm study life. Frankly to say, I had did my very best to study for STPM, and I have no regret about it. I wouldn't regret and spitted out those words like 'IF' i have more time to study or study earlier or smtg alike, as this is pointless to said this kind of thing over things that pass and over. What had happen, happened, and should let it begone. Even if I did have extra time or let me restart all over again, the result will still the same because i don't think i wil start study earlier =) Anyway, I always had confident in myself, though subject like History which is impossible to cover up all the chapter and sub-topic before exam, but still I'd have confident to score in that exam and wont frown before the paper due to didnt finish cover all up. Exam over exam been went through in this year, so when facing the stpm, already didnt feel nervous and even felt normal about it . Proud to say, I get the top / top 2 ranking in grades at Upper 6, kinda happy =) I still remember the report card day last july/june, my parents came to school to pick up my report card...Oh my, Pn.Azarina were praising me infront of my parents and Im was in the dean'list ~ My parents were very proud and happy, especially my father~ During that day, my father treat we go for steak, unforgettable =)
I knew my parents have high hopes on me, especially my mother. She wishes that I could get into Law course in UM. I understand that, but infront of my mum, I keep mention on how hard to get into a Law course plus is in UM somemore ..walao ... But deep within myself, I keep telling me to study hard and strive fore 4.0 in stpm. Would make that dream of my mum came into true and make them proud. After the STPM, though Im not sure 4.0 is still valid for me or had become an unrealistic dream, but the chances still there ~ Pray hard I guess XD
(My Aim)
Second thing that worth to mention- my prefect life =) Well, I think I'm such a lucky bastard that being choose as the Vice-Head prefect ~ This pose make my resume for applying anything become more valuable and even i got and extra 8 marks of co-curriculum ~ Not to mention that I'm given the school blazer to wear during assembly or any important day, I recalled that's been my dream to get myself one of these blazer and wear it under infront of the school's eyes. Well, that's really wish come true =) I been wear it in school official assembly every monday and walk around the student crowd and does my duty. Its really feel great to have wear that blazzer, kinda smart after wearing that blazzer, huhu ...eyes-catcher wei ~ I recall during the Duty on Report card days, this day I wear the Blazzer also, and its the day that parents and outsider comes into our school~ hoho, I duty in the front gate welcoming the visitor and provide them the info of the class arrangement and give instruction on the prefect's duty. Enough of the glory talk, now come to the fact's. That's right, as a prefect you have the power to make changes in school and have higher Ko-ko marks than others, but the efforts that you'd paid behind it are huge. The duty and the self-Image you have to keep are such a hassle. Daily duty routine is indeed easy, but when things comes into dealing with trouble student, its something else. Sometimes, you will feel like wanna beat down these student. Cause sometimes when they show disrepect on you and purposely lure you to fight with them. Aiks.....
After all, besides from these troublesome students problem, Its kinda Fun and enjoyable. Can learn many thing in the prefectorial board, as this board is the only official group that have its own protocol and rules. Whenever we handle any problems or even making a meeting among prefect, we must follow the protocol and cannot simply do. Learned many thing in handling the protocol. I recalled last time, Teeben, HuiNi and me will always have to attend meeting together with headmistress and teachers discussing matters regard to school. And all those activities that did with all the prefect like Sport-Check, Choir performance, Paint-the school, Marching, handle the assembly, Report-card day duty, daily duty, school gate duty etc ~ It might be tiring but worth to be done with you all. Another special thing as a prefect, this one must mention ! Which is our recess time after duty ~ The whole canteen only have the prefect and Kpj members, so we dont need to cramp in crowded and eat in noise. And sometimes, we did take extra time for our own recess ~ haha, taking time to enjoy the food and chatting with friends ~ Life easy =)
( Prefect last day)
Thirdly is about the Form6 life =) Different from back then when I'm form 5, we could had done many thing in a more different way. We have sufficient freedom to do what we want to do, dare to voice out and even question, but have the limitation of cause. Its the best year ever in secondary study, we had our study trip visit to parliament, chocolate factory, National muzium, PutraJaya, exhibition at UM etc ... Its was so fun, never been in so much of the school trip before that. The success of this trip is depends to our form 6 commitee also, their hardwork to prepare the letter, organize the trip, making the schedule, advised with teacher and all that, really appreciated their hard work. Well, nothing much to describe it in general, this form6 life is so special is because i have a bunch of you guys F6 friends =)
With you guyz with me in this F6 life, I never been feel bored, everyday were an excitement ~We were bunch of crazy gang always doing idiotic thing together~ These days with your all, really make up my day and cherish always=) Though Im from Ak1, but I always join u ak2 guys and tag along in every activity. We chat, we play, we laugh, we crazy together, make me felt like as if im too a member in Ak2 . Memories with you ak2 gang, will always stay with me, what we had done together are countless ~ We had Basketball, badminton, yamcha, Bbq, movie, sing K, after school lunch, pasar malam and many many thing else , memorable ;-) I recalled, everytime whenever we finish a test or a exam, that night we confirm will go to ' Hou Sek Tak ' for our feasting celebration, the experience were great, but felt kinda bored after going after the same place for many times ~ ( Memories with you guyz ak2 are too much too cramp in a single paragraph, so just an summary ;p )
Hmm... what else to mention ??? Oh, Taekwondo life again in this 2010. Actually this year is kinda successful for the club, out of sudden alots of new student joinning us in the beginning of the year. But wait, why out of sudden ? haha, Its not out of sudden ~ Its the hardwork result of our taekwondo team =) This year, we had done 3 demonstration performances. First was on school sports day at Stadium MPS, then was on the school assembly at tapak perhimpunan and last at Manjalara school. Been train and train for the demo performances. Just to mention on a piece of the past, during the first demo training, conflict does happen and makes some among us further away, but i think everything was alright now =) Back to topic, this year we were bless with chances to perform the demo on the schooling time infront of all the student, Its the rare chance we could get ~ Although the demo ain't perfect and far from flawless, but still its the best that you could expect from those junior, either do the senior does mistake too . Those newcomer have its quality too, their persistent attending the training, does make the club more lively =) Of cause, there were talent one among them, some day and some times when their time comes, they can be something else perhaps. The last year of me being a senior in the school club, I'd my best to give my advise and guide them already, so I guess my job done here~ hehe.... As for this year, i seldom join any sparring training or jogging session, i just some times goes to the general class helping and attend in demo practice . God bless me this year didnt have Mssd which i didnt have to crack my head to think over the matter on joining the fight or not. Dont want mention about that, so after all we as a big team now does have some activities to be done together other than training, which is like Annual party, school event and the demo practice. But, there still got some social gap between those senior and the junior~ dunno why lea ....haha
( Senior team a.k.a orang tua team)
( gao timm demo ady still have to worried on the prefect's thing )
( new girls' power in the club ..Lol... still far)
Haha ~ This time the post is really super long xp but who care ???
Next up, the most special event in 2010- The PROM 10. what so special about it ? because im the organiser mah ~ lol.... Actually in the beginning im just as a minor organiser responsible for the role on finding the Prom venue. Thus , my Job is just survey around asking price then decide the place. Sound easy right ? but soon after that, dunno why the heck, I had to intervene into the decision making for the Prom as I found that the current management were kinda poor ... So force to handle the major stuff of the prom, from venue to finance, then inviting guest, purchase stuff for prom, problem solver and so on .... Were in such headache to handle such hassle task. I admit the manging system we used to handle the prom was poor, thus putting everyone in difficulty, but after all the event was a success =)
Frankly, from the beginning I wasnt in such a voluntary to join in as a organizer for the Prom, but I join because of you. You joined the prom organizer too and handle the major role in handling the event schedule and planning. I wanna ease your burden, that's why i intervene and become more likely a leader in the organising group. Seeing you and ur teammate complaining this and that for the current management, making me cant just stand and watch the mis-going that going to happen. Thus, putting the burden on my shoulder in hope that could lift the burden from your shoulder. And because of this, I making myself encounter in those deep-shit crucial situation ~Well, it did settle at last, and proud that success in going through all these hassle =)
This night were so special for me, I had hold your hand and confess to you in front of everyone eyes, though it just for the sake of the event game .... I still remember before the prom start and we reached there earlier for decorating preparation. I had my plan that time ~ Plugging my phone on to the PA system, playing the song ' everytime we touch' and dim the light ~ and i start to approach you and hold onto both your hand asking for a dance ~ Such a given romantic scene ~ BUT .... you are so too inconsiderate lor , when the light dim and song played, you still keep on decorate the background -.- make me like so ' gak ang' pull you into a dance ~ somemore it doesnt consider a dance either, you were like a wooden trunk standing there shrink up and hard to move a inch .....aiks ..... after some attempt trying to bring you into dance move but fail, I gave it up ~.~ Overall I'd have fun in the night, after the end of the event , I felt like a huge huge burden being life off making me happy all night cant slept =)
(Picture of the night-The moment I wont forget)
Last one, is about you again. This whole year I spent with you, though its a fruitless end but at least I'm happy over the year and wont feel alone. The time with you, been sms-ing you whole day long and almost everyday and sometimes even calling chat for more than 1 hours ~ These experience were something that I didnt have last time. Accompany you wherever you wan to go and be your's very own driver =) For time being, I already treat you as if you are my girl but not in the other way round though. Well, nevermind, its the sacrifices that i willing to pay for waiting you always =) There still many memorable moment I been went through with you that I couldnt describe all. Up until now, whenever i went to some places and even somethings, unconsciously I will think of you ~ Hmm.... I'm already didnt sad when I wrote this post, cheers =)
"Life's goes on"
In this very end, I could conclude that my 2010 is so much colourful and never been bored~ Hardwork, friendship, joyness, love, achievement, social and so many more I get in this year, its the BEST year, but 2011 will be better ! huhu ~
Cheers everyone =)
... I got it .