July test finally ~

Yay , its finished after 3 days of hardcore . Been dead tired and mentally exhausted at the last day of the test , because the day before it slept at 2.30 am revising pp2 and sejarah asia ...aiks .... Well , after the test again hanging out with ak2 gang for lunch then roaming around selayang mall then to jusco then back to taman ehsan for pasar malam =)

Giving myself a holiday today , staying at home watching those old goodies chinese vampire movie at YOUTUBE .... huhu ... so nostalgic ~ then going to bom bom with my car =)

Enjoy .

July test Quickies 2

Ho Eng the Pro ? Lol ... not anymore ~ today both essey paper , sucks lor .... Tamadun dunia/Islam still ok , but for pp1 ..... Oh my goodness ~ What's on the paper isnt that i read ( part of it ) . haiz ...

Another day to go , tired lea .....

July test Quickiess 1

OMG ~ even though it just a test , but 3 papers cramp in one day is totally pain in the ass . Study this and you ddint have sufficient time for the others . Anyway , today finished PA 1 , micro and macro . Lucky all is objective , but not for tml papers , both ( sejarah and pp ) will be essey-wise . One shit thingy when taking the micro and macro exam , is that I had my stomachache . Its start when micro exam taking place , but the pain is just minor , i still can concentrate on all the calculation task . After micro finished , here come the macro . What the hell , the natural call start urging during the beginning of the paper already , but if i leave to the toilet now it will be not enough time to finish the paper . Under the pressure of the urge , yet continuing finished up all the question . Surprisingly , i finished the paper within 35min ~ huhu ~ Then the rest of the story you know la ....

Lame quickies indeed :-p

BHP orange run ~

Yay ~ Finish another marathon run again =) Marathon run this time is organize by BHP petrol , the surprised thingy is that the registration is totally free . Well , since its free u cant expect they will gift you on the jogging jersey . but they did gift you some freebies like BHP water botol and certificate etc .

This marathon event have many categories but all is just a 11km run . So , i didnt saw any negro joining this event , perhaps a 11km is a lil too easy for them =p The 11km distance is kinda easy and not challenging as the route didnt have much up-hill run compare to the previous Bareno Run .I start the run with slow-steady pace , feel good on it and can maintain the non-stop jog for near 1 hour . Too bad , maybe i drank too much water upon i wake up frm my sleep , thus in the early stage of running i already feel abit ' gap liu ' and as i keep on jogging ignoring it , later on my abdomen come into pain -.-lll

At last , around 6-7 km , felt energy-less . Took on my supplement =p The power gel ~ Upon eating of the power gel and walk-rest for 5 mins , the energy is back and stamina is back in shape . Continue to run and reached the end point . ( 11km , 1 hour 20min) ... ;-)

Soft-hearted

I recalled i just said i dun want to join the incoming demo performances , but yet after some persuasion from sk i did promise to join in again ...aiks .... And its on 7 August . Will be busy on this day , that day if i not mistaken the school will hold on some sort of ' hari canteen ' event . I been in this school for 7 years waiting for this event and its finally here ... yet on this day have to go maluri school to perform demo ..... what the .....

really want to attend in this event and have fun ...... damn it ....

原来

原来我很容易吃醋

为什么叻?

是我想太多吗？

不管怎样，总之就不好受。

也难怪我会糊思乱想

因为我在乎。

Lazy Bum ~

ooohh..... im such a lazy ass ~ There should have been plenty of entry that i should blog about , but yet i left it be -.- waste sia ......

Last Friday , i said to myself must study during weekend but it appear that i didnt study at during the weekend at all . Regrettable . But , i finished watching Claymore manga up to the latest episode using these two days ...LOL ... Im being such addicted in reading the manga , holding the netbook page by page , hours by hours , even in the midst of sleeping the head full with the claymore scenes as if its nightmare -.-

Well , since i did finished up the episode already , therefore i could concentrated on what i should do now . And it shall all start from now on - STUDY .

* Rejected the request to me that participating in another of a demo performances . Dunno why , just feel like not wanting to join demo this time . Demo performing maybe joyful but it does cause a lot of time gone wasted which is so much not worthy in current situation .

Patient

Its midnight now , just past 00:00 and its a new day now . Im happy , i knew that i didnt wait for no reason for this long . Almost one year since that day , i been waiting . Its all clear now , i will continue waiting without doubt .

Till The Day The Last Paper Finish , i shall know the result .

A Dream / A reality

A dream to become rich , as its every man's desire . Recently been ponder on the way to achieve it . High Salary jobs / Speculation / Business etc . When there is a desire , the urge become stronger. Looking into the stocks related book and a young millionaire story , that give quite some inspiration , its about ' to start young ' . Well , as usual , its all just a mere talk , its hardly to start even the first step .

Today , in the p.perniagaan lesson . I learned on the ' expenses credit' ( direct translate from Bm ) , which is about making an account statement whenever you making a loan with the bank to expand your business , and i find it rather easy -.- After much i learn about the business thingy , i realize to start up a business isnt that complicated , whether it is a join venture or private . There is a thought that sudden appears in my mind . I could actually try on setting up a small business together with friends since we all have the knowledge . Setting up a foundation on a small business and run the business for six month , if the figure are in green in these period , therefore the business is already eligible to make loan ( micro credit) with bank for a less than 50k bucks ( interest around 4% and for 5 years ) . With this additional funds , the business could be take on to the next level and expand .

Again , its a mere talk =( Its not that easy , many crucial thing must be considerate .

Visitor 1000 ~

Finally reached the 1st 1000 visitor count =) Actually im happy when i know that people are coming in and read my post , even though i dunno who they are . Well , i started on blogging since the end of form 5 , to blog down every things in my life in post as a record of life just like a diary , so that when time being , when i start to slow down my life pace looking back to the past , i did can tell myself that my life is contented and didn't went into waste .

I blogged about my life routine , outing , vacation , personal view , and of cause my feeling on that particular moment - to express out any unhappiness or even the depression within me . Sometimes with particular post i wrote , i meant to particular person and in hope that the person would have visit the post and know my feeling which i couldn't tell them face on face , sounds complicated .

Anyway , thx for visit by =) I would like to knew who is my visitor , so plz kinda drop a comment for , thx .

Muet Result

Finally , the result is out . At first , i thought im so steady that confirm i can get a band 4 or even 5 , so i give no worried to it . But after received news ( on the result day ) that my group members all getting a band 3 and even the pro's in my class getting a band 4 only , i start getting worried . What if i cant get my desire band ( band 4 ) ? cause band 4 is the minimum requirement for entering LAW course in Public Uni , if i cant get at least band 4 then the choice will be terminated . Recently i'm realize that , my English ( speaking) skills is kinda fluctuated , i cant speak a proper and fluent english now due to less practice and using the rojak speaking -.- haha .

Nevertheless , grateful that Im in band and i didnt want to retake the exam again , band 4 is just cukup makan for me . As my muet teacher told me also , " Be frank Tan , I think if you could get your band 4 that's is enough , you could hardly get your band 5 even if you re-sit the exam again , cause you didnt have the language " . Well , i accept the facts too , i really dont have the standard of a Band 5 =)

And Jia you to all my friends whoever want to retake the exam again , Godspeed .

Simply

" I Love You "

and i mean it for real .

( Hope you looking at this post )

Another demo

Yet another demo done . Since the previous demo , we all buddy which once called ' a team ' , is now more likely a stranger to each other . Well , let's not talk about that , its past tense already and its a new start .

This demo is the join force performance from the juniors ( newly joined members) and seniors , instruct by sir zhee ping . And it is the first time we performed the demo in the assembly . This time its kinda different , juniors will take over the part of showing basic skill while the seniors showing ' advanced' skills ? Lol .... no comment -.- kar lap and me will demo on the taeguks and fighting using ' dual sticks '.

As usual for any performances in the world , it takes weeks @ months of training , but for just a few minutes of perform on the stage . Despite that , we still strengthen the will to make it a success , perhaps its because of the satisfaction and worthiness gain in the end of performances ?

Not feel like wanna blog long about it , last words to say to the the T.E taekwondo team , ' Though mistake do occurs but still its another of a success , keep it as the last memory in secondary before you leave the school and of cause ENJOY =) '

Happy that receive some positive comment on the demo , but too bad not from you .

A nightmare

Its been long since i had a real horror nightmare which strike me out of the dream and awake in the middle night . The plot isnt quite interesting and maybe sounded lame , but it does strike fear in me that night . I feel chill , the body just like froze and numb after the awaken .

'The story begin in the setting of my own house during the late night . The surrounding is just as dim as the electricity had been cut off . As i walk in the living room , i felt something strange , as something is watching into the house from outside . i peek out to the house , an unclear white shadow just vanished into the thin air before i could catch a clear look on it . I just left it , then i head to the kitchen . Weird thing , its in the middle night why my mum still in there cooking something ? Whatever it is ,this time the white figure appear just few meter from me , at the opposite of the kitchen backdoor . Holy cow , i can exactly look at the face of the white figure , so damn gross , and i think it might be a - Pontianak . As this figure look at me , it give me a SINIS SMILE then slowly move away to the side then go away ( just like in the movie , terapung-apung ) -.- Damn it , the smile of it really freaking me out . '

'Another weird thing , after the 'white figure' move away , quickly i rush out to the front gate and out of nowhere another small white figure ( a kid size) appear in front of me IN THE HOUSE ! Natural reflex , i punched the small white figure then continue rush out to the front gate . Exactly , the ' pontianak is waiting me at the front gate . Though the fear is at climax , but still i just continue move outside and try to hit the figure with my punch . As i punch , i shout .... Huh ... Huh ... Huh ....( cant really shout out in the dream and the punch is energyless )... Then HUH , im awake .....I awake with shouting a 'huh' too . '

Oh gosh , im back , laying on the bed with the froze body . I wonder is there really a pontianak -.-