Yay ~

Got my new goodies for the CNY .

That the NIKE sports shoes - DUAL FUSION

This shoes Is kinda light in weight and suitable for jogging . The Colour of the shoes Is such black and glowing green at the bottom . Been fall into it since the first day I saw it , and at the second day I bought it =) Well , actually I couldn't afford to buy a branded sports shoes that cost over rm 200++ , since its CNY , my dad told us to pick our own shoes and he will pay for It ;-) Thx lor ~

28.01.10

Days after the sports event , thought can be more focus in the study but seem not also ~ Still the same routine , school- tutorial- late lunch then back home then sleep . By the time i wake up , Its 8 something in the night already , sometimes I wake up too late till even skip my dinner -.- So ... the question Is , where is the spare time that I can dig out to do my homework or even study ? Yea , maybe 1 or 2 hour , but the progress still not enough ...Aiks ...

The good thing for tomorrow is , a HOLIDAY for me ....Lolx... my entire class boikot dun want come for tml ...hehe . So tonight I can enjoy the luxury of free time to did my blogging . Should save some for homework and study also ....

Its done !

The Sports day finally end , so as the demo .

Nothing much to say though , just when I look back the video of our demo , I felt very glad and worthy for those sacrifice that been went through . Thx to everyone .

This sports day , I like doing fashion show . Morning wearing T-shirt , demo time Uniform then marching time wearing school Uniform , appearance changing =p I did enjoy the overall process of the sports day even though its quite tiring and rush .

Have lunch with her at summit after the sports day end .

Lastly to said , the demo Is a success , and everything back to normal .

10 years later

I dun wanna to make anymore statement

on the incident ,

As I already said I wont care .

Everyone have its own points at his/her side of view .

Today I ask myself a question ,

10 years later if I look back at what happen on this day,

What would I think ?

I would say , Its not worth at all ,

for some tiny matter to steal

ur days , ur feeling , ur mood and ur FRIEND

away .

Enjoy within the still of the bitterness.

Fed Up !

Just done my post ,

but seem kinda harsh in words ...

better keep it within myself ...

Later say more wrong more ...

Just to say that ,

Fed up with the demo .

Dun wanna care something anymore .

Dun care ppl hate me complaint me

or whatsoever ,

Im who I am .

Keep on with the last few day till the end of the sports day ,

And that's it .

Gambateh .

Saturday 16.01.10

A three-way going on this saturday morning . Race with time all along but luckily still manage to make it . The Demo practice and and the prefect's obligation ( painting) crash on the some time nevetheless . Both sides I also need to be there .

I make my way so that i could be attending both the errand . Early in the morning went to her house fetch her to school together . I have 30min at school before I must leave and go to Balai . Just quickly pick up some job and start doing for a lil while then had to go . Rush back to balai continue with demo practice . I admit me and kar lap are not a good leader , but at least there is an improvement in the demo , we are trying our most best to make the demo a successful , we try to brief the detail the plan the overall idea to the team... Well I guess the team cant manage to get what our means , nvm just let it be and continue the practice . By today we should finish the part 4 and practice on part 3 ( drama ) .

Words to yv : Plz no hard feeling on it =) Frankly to said , your words really gave Kar lap influence , you teach kar lap to be more strict and be more leadership , that's why yesterday he shows his best to lead the team and be picky in the 1st part .He does concern on your comments.

As for today , I promise will finish the part 4 and yes , practice more than words , will utilize the time goodly =)

Continue with yesterday routine . Finished the demo practice , quickly back to school again and help done the remaining works under the hot sun . Job done , we ( 01 , fook,xiang,thong) went to carefour for a walk while waiting for the lunch time . Afterwards , went to restaurant near the gasoline lot there to have our lunch .

Feel like staying in the car and drive all along the way , so just set on a straight course in the car and drive forward .And im not alone in the car .

Gotta Feeling ~

Skip the crap =p I received comments about my blog which said that It got no point and long winded yet boring ... Kinda hurts me ~ Nvm bah , I knew the previous post was really pointless and craping all around the way ...

As to mention the tittle , now kinda got mood for blogging . Just finish supper with my brother ate the ZINGER TOWER ...wow , burger that live up to expectation =p Or maybe not , perhaps its me who are hungry and crave for supper ~ But overall it is exceptional . ( fat-nya)

Along the supper , we been chatting - personal matter . Indeed it is the first time that I reveal my personal matter to him and either from him to me . Feel like more open now as we share some personal matter .

Next up , schedule for this month were absolutely tight . I have demo practice , Marching practice , Prefect obligation , Prefect meeting , Tutorial and others workload ... Damn It , some of It were likely to crash on each other and I had to choose to pick up which I need to do first . Headache lah ....

And for the demo , we manage to finish th first two part role , and now we still have 3 more practice time or even less for the completion of the other 2 parts as well for the rehearsal for the entire performance ....

Now this post less crap and to the point . Preferable this ?

Confession

What Do you think ? Confession huh ? Dun ' terpesong' your thinking plz ...hehe . Its not what confession of love , just simply confession . Perhaps can call It Confession of Sin ? Bla bla bla... Out of the matter of religion thing , I dun confess my sin to the God or what so ever , I will just promise to my own - The heart and the soul , wont commit the Sin ever again and does thing to make up for It .

What the heck am I talking , zzz .... Ok , to the point . As to confess on my sin , Is that I posses a Corrupted Mind . No , I didnt mean that Im bad and does sin to the other . Literally i mean the inner me posses a negative desire and often come out of no where to influence me . Its been years I felt nothing committing this sin again and again . Now I found reasons for myself to stop from this sin . Yes , there are reasons for me , and I shall strengthen my will and determination to fulfill the reason . I shall hinder these negative desire away from me , Its a tough task, wont be easy at all but I will try to overcome It =)

So blur right ?Dunno what Im talking about ? Dun care It , Im just mumbling out of my thought. Even If you could get a vision on what Im mention , dun worries , Its not about Cigarette and drugs lah ... haha .

Second Post of 2009.

Since school start , I found myself rarely touches the computer , so do the blog . Haiz ~

One good sign though , even I didnt update new post for the past few day , my visitor count still going up . Well , I assume that at least got ppl read my blog and those post not getting forsaken =) but one Bad Sign Is that why the heck my blog is so damn silence , Is it my blog haunted or something , at least leave some comment bah , very sienz if no feedback ~

Got 2 news now , 1 good and 1 bad .

Good news Is The school finally give us ( TKD Club) permission to perform Demo in this coming School Sports day . We been trying to persuade the school for the past 2 year so that we can gain permission to perform Demo but yet cant get any . This time we were not even request for It .

the Bad news Is , as I just mention , this year we didnt request , because we were lack of senior level member for the demo . All left for the demo team Is just a bunch of junior , some of them not even really get a hold on their basic , what's more on asking them do fancy stuff ?Aiks .... and the time for us to train Is not more than 2 week also , limited time for preparing the demo . yes , indeed the last time we still can manage to make it , but with the reason that the " Black Belt" demo team lea , what u could think of and yes they can do it . Well , this doesnt apply to the junior team ....God Bless us ~

Senior's high first day .

Before stepping into 2010 , I were such in a mood a done as many blog as I can , but now - 2010 , Its the 4th day already ,I not even done my single post for this year , miss out so many to blog down , but who care anyway ......

Its the first day in Senior high today , wake up earlier setting up myself in a new appearance , new watch new spec new shirt and new hair style . Hope to make a different . The night before It , had insomnia so badly that lay on the bed for almost 1 hour cant even make me asleep , its not like Im nervous or what , just simply cant sleep .

Thx to rain , assembly were cut off and we the prefect off from our job also . Okay , here the classroom , at the 4th floor . Hell that everyday gonna climb up and down with the heavy load . Overall I'd enjoy to be place at the forth floor because can enjoy the scenery from up there and grateful that 4 classes of form 6 are together in a row .

Now need to use to the date of 2010 and not 2009 , I wonder did I still stay in 2009 ? And also for the class name , no longer 6BK1 , Its 6AK1 now . Need time to use to that . Environment still the same though , nothing much had changed , still the same classmate , talking and laughing . Today feel tired for the entire period , my body still cant use to active in the morning due to 2 month of rusting . Perhaps Its my mental that still not prepared for the challenge and still in holiday mood . Wake up Ho eng , this is the year , man .....Aduh ....

Back home , I was dead tired . My mind and body persuade me to straight lay on the bad and take nap for a while before shower .After shower continue the sleep again .

Dunno what the cause Is , this night i feel differ in me . Its been long i felt moodless since the year before last before I join into NS . Here come the lost and moodless strike on me again . Try to express myself in the blog .

My resolution for this year , huh .... Every year the teacher asking the same question again and again , yet the answer for it didnt had much differ , cant escape from Good result , hardworking , study and bla bla bla ... Well my resolution Is .... Enjoy my last and the only Senior High this year and so as to score 3.67 CGPA above In STPM .