Blog updated

Yay , had done some decoration on my blog so that It wont look so dull . Let's the blog can provide a more conducive sensation to the readers =) I will try update post more frequently so that It will be free of dust !

Choose to love and be loved .

~ Its complicated and doubtful .

~~Rather hurts and tiring .

Exam

Few days no Online already due to busy-ing for the exam .

The first time ever encounter with the Form 6 standard exam . One-words - Torturing .

I had 4 subject in total of 8 papers + with the Muet test . Each papers of mine Is set for 3 hours time limit . Sit on the chair and start the exam , 3 hours of none-stop writing yet kind of still not enough for completing the paper , the hand almost get cramped half way while writing and it really mentally torture . For god sake why the Minister of the Education makes the Exam so bloody freaking torturing , not to mention whether the papers are easy or hard to do , 3 hours for a single test Is damn exhausted , when finished a papers I will felt like my mental and physical were extremely exhausted . Thanks to that , the days of exam every nights i had my deepest sleep ever =)

Come to think of that , my previous post mention on my false intuition yet confident with it which will ruin me , it might not wrong at all , after finish the 2 papers out of 8 , i felt that - yes , i can do it despite the torturing exam hour -.- My aims would be 3.5 cgpa above in this final exam , so that i can once proven and convinced myself that i hadn't chosen the wrong choice at the 1 st day in form 6 !

Untittle

Time to update some for my blog ~

Hmm...what had happened recently ~ a lot perhaps , there were time I emo-ing , time I spend with my Tkd mates to Outing activities , yamcha chui shui time and of coz the Tarc invitation champion 09 .

My 1 week holiday almost spend with my Tkd mates , we been to kar Lap house for basketball , wangsa permai for swimming ( twice ) , sing-K ( the curve) , trainning and the most were at KOPI STREET ( more than 4 times -.-) . Since we fed up with Chandran bad services , we had change yamcha location to Kopi Street . Even since the first time I went there , I love that place ~ So addicted to the place ... haha

Well , there was the Tarc tkd championship invitation , I didnt take part in the championship I do followed the team to the competition and helping them out . Unexpected , this time we get the Overall champion for the competition with just 8 player our team , and there were just 3 Gold , 2 silver and 1 bronze . Out of all sudden , our club name being called to the prize giving stage for the Overall champion trophy , at that time everyone of us were unaware of it and busy taking picture . When we heard of Sir shout at the back , we seem to be blurred and stunned , what the hell is going on ? What ? We are the overall champion ? Landayo ..... Nothing Bad , we were filled with great joy and surprised . And we manage to get a treat from Sir eating at Domino Pizza ~ 2 Large and 4 regular Pizza ....nice one ~ taste better than the pizza hut . Of coz , the taste of Victory and joy were the best out of all of It ^^

Final Exam Is coming , why am I still slacking here ? shouldn't I be at the study desk right now ? 1 week more till the exam date ... Should be start focusing( that supposed to had done earlier -.-) . Perhaps I have confident with me , but that were the wrong intuition and that's may ruin me ....aiks ....

My Birthday ~( Monday)

Yay , Im officially 18 now ~

Hmm, where should I start the story , okay , let's start at Sunday first .

Sunday normal routine , morning goes to the sparring class , sadly seem like no one remember the next day was my birthday but that's okay lah , because I also seldom remember others birthday except some of them only ~ So my afternoon went through with drill training and really exhausted. At night , Kar Lap call us out( TKD mate) to his house for playing candle . I went there around 10.35pm and meet up with them . YL and MS came short while right after I reached . We play the candle , but mostly we were chatting . Okay , Its almost 12am Midnight , we finished our candle session and went to mamak stall (Chandran) for some drinks.

Minutes after minutes , Its 12 am now , and Its my BIRTHDAY . I had never so excited about my brithday before , maybe because Im hoping and expecting for someone wishes . All my TkD mates that time which still yamcha-ing with me didnt realize today Is my birthday , so they just keep on their chatting . Alright , sharp at 12 am my phone does ring and I had received 2 messages ...Hmm , I guess who is it , I was so hope that It was from someone else , but It's not , It's my lovely sibling whose were the first one to wish me happy birthday ~ That time I realize they were the one who most care for me ... Thx ^^ Afterward , I wait and wait , the time pass by half and hour already , no more message coming , then continues till 1 am , no message coming also . Fine , that time I got feel abit moody for that because I thought no one will ever take noticed for ' Tan Ho Eng's Birthday' , and who the hell Is that ?

Yamcha session over , I fetch Kar Lap home then speed my car back=p coz that time not much car on the road . Safety reach home , my desktop weren't off yet thus I checked on the facebook first before getting to bed . Wow , I love facebook ~ There were friends who had wishes me at my wall , my mood getting better ~ I thanks for those who had wishes me.... Now I realize a simple Birthday wishes can bring lots of meaning to someone , thus from now on I will not stingy to give my wishes to others anymore , coz i knew the feeling when you expecting for others to wish you but you didnt get it at the end ....

With the happy yet still moody goes into the bed . Because I still didnt get wishes from someone else , perhaps someone forgets It already or even didnt take noticed at all .

The next day , morning assembly , busy managing the event like usual , and I just around she , no respond from she also , the next thing was someone come greet me and wishes me for my birthday and its just in front of her , impossible she didnt heard yet no respond ... Started feel sad ... After the assembly , our class dint have class due to help the teachers to paint the school xp The surprised was when back at class , of all sudden all my classmate come near me and wishes me then sang me a birthday song ~ Good classmates ~.~ We started the painting work , at first I were damn semangat, bit by bit loss the spirit and feel tiring ...Recess time , I saw her , yet nothing happen . I always check my cell see whether got received message or not , but negative . Really feel down that time and no mood for the painting job already .

Thing changes when after school , message received sent by she , ask me whether got stay back or not .... hell yah of coz I will stay... haha ...They got tutorial class back then , so i just hang around the school for bit meanwhile waiting them... Alright , they had finish the tutorial , after we discuss , we decided to go to Selayang mall's MacDonald since 01 want eat it so much . But after all only we three went there , I call chocolate out but he dun want .... haiz .... Maybe the two others communication problem , one had gone to Oldtown at Selayang while we two went to the Selayang mall .... haha .... And the final destination we all agree with Oldtown , so we two went there . Inside the car , finally she wishes me ~ feel so happy about that ^.^

At the Oldtown , we had light lunch and we chat alot there .... knowing them much more , and some one things at 6bk2 name started with W ...Lolx ... oops , i should not mention that ....=p

Next , we went cake shop nearby by follow 01 car . Thong and me go into cake shop only and bought me a slice of cake ( actually they want bought 1/2 kg one , but since no one eat ...) , later on we went to Mei Hui house which I dunno who Is it but Is best pal for two of them .Alright , Just join them abit ... keke .... I had my birthday song sang by them and enjoy the cake inside the house while listen to them king gai .....

After blowing my cake , I had make my wish which is ...... secret( actually guess also know bah) ..... haha xp Finish king gai and we went home ~And that my 18 birthday ~ And thx to u and u for celebrate my birthday with me ~

ps: I know the post were damn long-winded , but i want write it down as my journal of life , so when years later , I can see back my past and have my nice sweet time to refresh back the past.

Post to share .....

Just now reading my brother post , I found the post were damn true and totally agree .... haha ...

The post is about how a boy approach to a girl via sms-ing ...Si beh betul .... haha ....

ps: Gor , pinjam ur post guna yah ...dun charge me tax =p

How a coward message look like ....

1) message must sound humor .. tis one pretty jialat, I need to squeeze my mind thinking how to modify my msg so that it sound humorous and not boring.. walaoweh.. cannot be yourself meh? but out of 9/10, girls like humor guy wor.. zzzzz

2) Can tease but not too over.. Tease too geng later she behsong, and u heart pain..

3) Must sound like gentleman.. normal la.. want to impress her ma.. must sound like reliable guy punya type.. don know how bullshit is this la..

4) Don too short-form.. later sked she think you cincai reply wan.. din take serious wan.. susah la like that...

5) Got class but don too fake.. this one susah . I sendiri also don know how to explain

6) Got some pattern inside geh.. cannot alway stick with 'lol' .. must sometime use 'haha', 'lolx', 'rolf' and 'lmao' . .

*then how if she don understand rolf and lmao? * Good la.. then u can pro-ly explain to her and give u more topic to talk about... duh

7) Don always questions.. sked she will feel ngam cham (disturbing).. this one is most sienz.. cause u nvr know whether she is enjoy sms-ing with u or not.. of course she will never tell u straight to your face that u r 'kakacaucau' la..

8)Must let her know ur intention, but don let her know.. Niabeh.. this is sipek jialat part la. ur message must some how let her figure out that u like her.. but cannot directly wan.. must hidden hidden wan.. but cannot too obvious.. Why?

So that can U-turn mah... aiyoyo

When some how you sense that she is not into you.. you can straight away do 360 sharp U-Turn mah.. then still can become friend without paiseh and pretend nothing happen.. ^^v

Thus , that It ,boys are always like this ..... haiz ...how pathetic , but what can we do ?

Week after holiday .... Not bad wat ~.~

hmm... lets update some for my blog ~ hope It wont get dusty xp

Hmm ..what's had happened this week lea... hmm ..Let's see ~

Monday

Morning Assembly were such a success and I feel proud of It ~ Thx to all pengawas ^^

Tuesday

Micro-Eco extra class , skipped BCP chores at bilik Discipline.Hope ah xiang dun kerja me to replace the duty ....haiz .....

Wednesday

Busy day , Ajk for Jamuan pengawas busy preparing for the coming annual 'lunch' at Friday . While me busy followed T-Bag go here and there .... Of coz doing work also lah , not ponteng oo xp After school stay at bilik pengawas helping thong and Lin yi wrap the lucky draw present :)

Thursday

School one day trip^^ to the UM Muzium asia for visiting the exhibition of Bom atom at Nagasaki and Hiroshima ~ really have fun at the trip ~

There were many information at the about the incident of dropping atomic bom at Nagasaki and Hiroshima at japan during the WWII . The after-effect of the bombing were too awkward and pitiful ........ Neway , now I knew how to lipat a paper cranes already ~ thx to thong =p

Friday

The Big day , JAMUAN PENGAWAS TAHUNAN . Well that was a SUCCESS , we make It looks very grand and the jamuan went smoothly also , THX to all AJK whose had work hard and make It success ~ I heard the teacher were praising around , It does raise our LEMBAGA PENGAWAS fame alot ^^ Well done and keep it up ~ There were one thing I beh song about only , It Is the senior ..... Why cant we all proud as a Prefect ? It Is our jamuan and It Is our pride also , why they all were so reluctant to attend the jamuan ? Not to mention want them to pay , at first when we demand for payment , they were like totally disagree , the payment was about rm5.50 each person for such a nice catering service , I can sure that with rm5.50 u go outside u can get it all like the cater provides ..... even u go out for a lunch already cost u the almost same price -.- Fine If some of them were really no time and got things to do ...but some of them Is just simply want to ignored us -.- Lucky the pihak pentadbir like Mr.Phua and Pengetua and the discipline teachers willing to sponsor us on the jamuan , so without the senior payment also we still can manage to make the jamuan successful ~ ...