2009 Life .

Its the last day 09's year . Before I figuring out what to write on this post , as the memories craving out the nostalgic feeling is filling me up =) Hereby I will wrote on the walk through of my in this year and what I felt .

Ps: This post will be goddamn long winded =p

I recall at the beginning of the year , Im a lonesome guyz living his boring yet lonely life , sign in to Msn no ppl to chat with , see the phone list and no one to sms with , wanna find accompanies for just a movie but no one willing to . That's it , zero social life , everyday stay at home completing anime series by series , drama by drama , and committing myself full time towards Taekwondo training . Everyday seem lifeless and boredom to this lonesome guy . In spite of the current status , this guy has continuous living through that life for 3 month without any changes , until one moment that had comes and change his life drastically .

That moment was the National Service . This program had change my life drastically and feel alive again , I experience what's call strong brotherhood , teamwork among races and of cause the sense of nationalism . Through this program , the government expect nothing more from us - the young generation , they just at least want us to know what means a country to us and to love the country more . I could never ever forget the life in there , I found myself back in there after months of Hibernate(Mind) , my second life began at that moment . At there I find myself no worries at all , everything just follow order and that's it . I learnt to express myself more at there , 'dont wait for the opportunity come to you , instead you must chase and grab on the opportunity' , that what I realize there . The day I leave my camp , as I turn my back away from it , My tears start to flow down but I hold it firmly so that It wont burst out into cry . Now thinking of it , my eyes were watery again after so long , the deep feeling still stay with me .

Just finish my NS , another new life start again - My form 6 , secondary high school .I appreciated every of my day after back from the camp , I would never forget the teaching there . The new journey began , the reality one . Back to my study life , i choose the path I desire , but the toughest of all , not in the matter of study difficulties but the surrounding matters . I learn to endure hardship and adapt the surrounding ,thus i survive in this path and going better .

New life begin with lots of new friends . I started to knew this girl in the form 6 Orientation , we were in the same team . Later on knew more on each other in the Prom night 09 . As I join the prefect board , I were place in the same group with her also , by fate's favors Im closer to her . So and then I started to place my attention to this girl appearance . Well the enforcement of Tutorial class for the form 6 has its beneficial parts also for my own purpose , i dont deny it . Been quite some time when the tutorial end , i didnt went home instead I wait . I wait to accompany her in the way that she wait for her bus . Sometimes she misses her bus and I manage to fetch her home . So as time goes , we been more friend to each other . I recall the first outing activity that we went together as a team of 4 , that was the Ultimate Tour . And so on to the other activity like jogging, movie , bbq , lunch etc . Talk too much , Im still Single . That's all I can say =)

Life in Taekwondo this year , thought my passion for this sport will come back and once again light bright . But not , i realize i had my life now . i wont sacrifice my life to just become a what so ever TKD pro Fighther . Looking back to last year , im so willing to sacrifice myself my life and my study time to commit on TKD , that time my life just have training , jogging , competition , medal in my mind . And I felt worth for it . But now , NO . Im back to TKD merely because I can sweat myself out doing sport and together with my friend . I realize I dont like to fight , either to the ring . Some more , there ain't many senior left in the school club , just me and kar lap left . If I stop commit in TKD what will happen to the Club ? I dont wanna the Club to Fall but instead i want to see It rise again with glory , there Is still sometime to save the Club . I said to myself , i wont fight in the Ring anymore except the Mssd Ring for the school and the Club Sake .

Im so Contented In this 2009 . Ns had changed my life . You Friend had brighten my day, makes my days full with smile and laugh-ness . My day no longer boring and lonely because when I'm alone I knew who I should turn to .

Too many happening In this 2009 that I cant manage to summarize all in one post =)

Lastly , goodbye 2009 I love you ~ And welcome 2010 , Im looking forward to the day with you .