Have I Forget How to Cry ???

Just a small pieces of my to update the blog .......

That day right after I being KO and my throat were terriblely injured+pain , i rest at our team place , reluctantly to take off my gear( not include the Vest , head gear and groin guard) ..... Im in pain and feel sad .... At first , some junior come near me for look up for my condition , it is normal ..I still can reply them ...but when come to those close friends like wf and yl ask for my condition , involuntary my tears start to shed down no matter how I suppress It ...I Dunno why the tears will shed down because it's not like Im Sad over for the K.O. or the throat pain ... That time i cant even reply to them properly , my voice cant reach them , so i just use the body language indicate that Im fine and ask them to leave... coz I cant hold the tears anymore and I dun wanna to let them see ...

After they leave , I quickly go out to some place that nobody there , I try to cry myself out ......after several try ... strange...... I forget how to cry and dunno how to cry ...... thus my attempt to cry was fail -.- LOL .... Just a few drop of tears were being sheded ......

I will remember the tears that being shed ... Tat tears bring my passion back and lighten the fire within my heart that was once extinguish.....